Talk:Swift's Characters/@comment-86.149.43.42-20141206230428

(Don't mind me, I'm just looking back on some stuff.)

Wow, I had way too many charries and I didn't even use half of them. I remember Zolo. . . Such a bratty attention-seeker who thought she was the best. And my first official charrie who was dumb and failed at being a villain. I was such a crap RPer and RP maker. I only got fame for it because the “RP Master” Blaze wasn't there at the time.

I remember I used to roar at people if they used the name “Zolo” or used any other names that were the same as my charries. I was too kind though. I used to always cry (not literally) about my RPs barely getting any joiners when Blaze was there. I suppose that brought up my hatred for MCSM; because I never got noticed much. Even in his RPs, barely anyone interacted with my charries. “Jealousy”, people would call it. Even when

I used to make threads like, “OOH I'M GONNA LEAVE MCSM GUYS” no one commented except from Jodie, who was literally glad I was leaving even though she never knew me. And I got annoyed greatly when Roxie used to go around and say RPs were stupid and stuff. I guess the only reason I decided to betray MCSM was because I felt lonely and invisible there. I used to think, “Why aren't I an original or a legend?” before I became a traitor. I joined the same time as Yoyo with that KJMA or whatever it was. I tried working and even tried getting rid of Superbrat and other noobs (which is why I made hate threads about noobs and stuff) yet no one noticed. I was so childish because I felt as if no one really cared about me. No one even asked for me when I wasn't online like they did with any other person. I felt hurt; I believed they were all faking our friendship and never really cared much.

Now that I look back on it, my life in MCSM was stupid. I do not expect anyone to read of me talking about part of my life and my feelings from my time in MCSM.

~ Swift